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i don't want this to be saved, don't you get it?
2006-12-07, 3:58 p.m.


Corgito ergo sum.
I think, therefore I am.

So I’m thinking “things are better left this way..
Cos when it’s time to pick up the pieces,
People will naturally pick up the pieces anyway…”

So I’m thinking “do I have to bleed and crawl on the ground…
for people to see how much I suffer and hurt?”

So I’m thinking “why do some people feel
there is a need to fix things?”

“and why do some people bother anyway?”

So I’m thinking…
“No one really cares about what I think, do they?
…No one really cares about how I feel, inside, truly…
Cos everyone can’t seem to see past the big idealistic pretty pictures they have in life, can they?”

The thing with being an optimist myself is that when optimism don’t work your way, it sure as hell pull you back down to earth faster than the speed of light.
It don’t always work.
Trust me.
I’ve been there, done that.

So I’m thinking…
“I don’t need nor want to be saved, so please just leave me alone”.

*walks away*

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There was this one time I felt this song so strongly last semester.
I still feel it so strongly now.

“Hear Me” – Kelly Clarkson.

Hear me
Hear me

You gotta be out there
You gotta be somewhere
Wherever you are
I'm waiting
'Cause there are these nights when
I sing myself to sleep
And I'm hopin' my dreams
Bring you close to me
Are you listening?

Hear me
I'm cryin' out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me
Hear me

Hear me
Can you hear me?
Hear me

I used to be scared of
Letting someone in
But it gets so lonely
Being on my own
No one to talk to
And no one to hold me
I'm not always strong
Oh, I need you here
Are you listening?

Hear me
I'm cryin' out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me

I'm restless and wild
I fall, but I try
I need someone to understand
Can you hear me?
I'm lost in my thoughts
And baby I've fought
For all that I've got
Can you hear me?

Hear me
I'm cryin' out
I'm ready now
Turn my world upside down
Find me
I'm lost inside the crowd
It's getting loud
I need you to see
I'm screaming for you to please
Hear me
Hear me
Hear me
Hear me
Can you hear me?
Hear me
Hear me
Hear me
Can you hear me?
Oh, oh, oh, oh...
Hear me
Hear me
Hear me


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