between exams.. and "You".
I have not updated for a while, I know. Here’s a list of what I’ve been up to since the last post. Yes, that’s it. Yes, I’m in a negative state of mind. ---------- Oh, I did not go for the re-selection on the 29th. --------- I discovered this song in Iylia’s playlist 2 years ago… "You" – Jennifer Love Hewitt Hold me now If tomorrow never comes Won't shed a tear for more than just a moment If tomorrow never comes If tomorrow never comes
2006-11-06, 4:03 a.m.
It’s the exams. My final exams.
I am freaking nervous. I’ve already sat for 3 papers and I’ve 2 more to go.
Honestly speaking, this is by far, the worst prep I’ve ever had for my examinations.
Ever.
It’s not that I don’t study at all.
Heck, I do.
But this time around, my ‘last-minute girl’ within failed me.
She couldn’t do what she used to be able to amazingly do anymore.
I am Doomed.
(with a capital D, as you can see ;p)
[x] studying.
[x] hanging out amira, ezrin and liana at midvalley.
[x] studying.
[x] studying in the library.
[x] studying cum eating all-night at a 24 hour fast food outlet with ira, faruqi, sheena and izreen.
[x] studying in the room.
[x] home. for a short break.
Not very eventful.
And if you noticed, ‘studying’ has been topping my list. Before you think I’m a freako geek (which I WISH I am), notice also the fact that these are what I’ve been up to ONLY since my last entry.
So, I started late and haven’t gotten to cover much/enough. Ugh.
Forgive me.
I had relatives living overseas who very rarely visit or ‘balik kampung’ to Malaysia in town.
So, I decided to skip the selections.
Guess I’m not going to Sarawak for Royals afterall.
It’s okay, I’m okay with it =)
InsyaAllah, there’s a next time.
And only now I think I can relate…
=)
(seriously, she can sing)
Stop the morning light from breaking
Something's coming over me
Don't know what it is sub-saving
The clocks expire
They just might change everything
If I don't give you all that's waiting
Who knows what tomorrow will bring
If I try not to need you I'll be hiding from myself but all
I would do it all again
If the light never breaks through
I would stay until the end
If I saved it all for you
I would have my faith again
Then, then I would know it's you
Try not to let myself go crazy
Tomorrow may not come
So I won't
Hold you here
Unless you wanna fight about it
I would gladly let you win
Cause I don't need to write this ending
If I just trustt the stillness
Somehow it won't hurt so bad
Oh
I would do it all again
If the light never breaks through
I would stay until the end
If I saved it all for you
I would have my faith again
Then, then I would know
I would do it all again
If the light never breaks through
I would stay until the end
If I saved it all for you
I would have my faith again
Then, then I would know
Then, then, then I would know it's you