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her 2nd entry of the day.. nvm if it seems insane ;-)
2006-09-15, 8:47 p.m.


Ah, a double entry day...
I was feeling all bad on my own earlier.
Now I feel much better.
I am currently doing seventeen's online quizzes in the library, while everybody else seems to be doing research (or atleast pretending to) in my row of computers.
What's even nuttier is that the quiz is not even sophicticatedly intellectual. It's called .. "How will you find love?"
I'll tell you how after I complete it ;-)
Why am I even trying it out?
Because ever since my adolescent years, I always try out featured quizzes by my fave teen mags... and now at 20, I still do.
Yes, old habits die hard... and old habits which make me feel as at home as of right now, will stick for a very long time! ;p

For the past 5 hours, I've been trying to get some kind of solace on my own.
Since I'm in uni, I decided to just walk around campus and find interesting things to do along the way.
I told myself, "Just do whatever you feel like".
So I did.

I've always wanted to find out more about the tuition service at SLEU. So, I gave the people at SLEU's office a visit and enquired about subjets I need help in. Namely Statics, Electric Circuit, and Calculus 1. The nice girl at the office told me registrations are closed but she'll try to get my name into one of the classes.
Which I'm grateful for.
So, I gave her my details and hopefully I'll get a spot!
I have to seriously buck up for finals and my classes and tutorials only aren't helping me.
Wanting to change course is one thing.
But scoring is also a must despite what exams I'm sitting for.
Sadly, I haven't been giving enough commitment to this aspect.
=(

I also decided to have tea and eat alone. Which is really out of the norm for me since I'm always surrounded by friends when out eating.
I did this at a uni kebab place, Kyros.
I ordered my current obsession, Kyros Fries and a Coke.
Then sat at an empty table by myself amidts other fully occupied tables.
It was weird, but also very calming and liberating.
I finally spent time with ME, after spending too much time losing myself with the things I've been busy with.
I stared at my reflection and silently asked it ... "Hello, Puteri. It's good to see you again... how are you?"
=)
May sound a bit retarded and lame even, but I am NOT crazy.
I guess I just missed me... the old me, the real me.

I performed solah in the mosque instead of going back to my room to do so.
It was nice.
I did this when I was studying for mid semester.
But now, to do it out of the blue (& not rushing with madness) feels pretty good, even better.
Felt a little more blessed in a way... *amin*

I also went to the library to do some light reading (& then this ;p). I read an interesting article by Reader's Digest which seems so fitting with this phase of today - "Are you normal or insane?".
Turns out I'm insanely normal... haha ;D
That wanting a change and doing out-of-the-blue things are signs of adjusting and adapting... balancing oneself.
So, please DO allow me to find my balance =)

It's 8.30p.m.
I'm going to have to do some studying for tomorrow's engineering drawing midsemester later tonight.
But as for now, I plan to check out some audio-visuals collection in the library for fun.
And maybe later, attend a talk suggested by a friend.

Despite having truckloads of homework and things due next week which I have to work on...
I am feeling better.
I like it.
=)
I hope my weekend'll be good, as will yours ;-)

oh... I almost forgot, here's my "How will you find love?" quiz result.

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Serendipitous Socialite
You don't just window shop when you're at the mall--you guy shop, too! With your outgoing, extroverted persona, you're bound to meet the boy of your dreams who is out and about as much as you are--whether it be at the mall, school, the burger joint or a party. Scout out the guys next time you're at a Key Club or yearbook meeting-- you already share something in common with them. Ask the cutie in your physics class to be your lab partner or invite your crush to join your study group. With your savvy social skills, it's easy for you to strike up a conversation about anything, from his love for Hawaiian pizza to your dislike of the belted-dress look. Maybe you'll find a new shopping buddy--or at least someone to carry your bags.

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Whoa.. no wonder I needed a break.
Haha.. =)


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